Ik hou van schrijven en in mijn drukke bestaan heb ik daar af en toe de tijd voor. Op dat soort sporadische momenten leef ik me graag uit in mijn blog, waarin ik bijvoorbeeld mijn visie op het werken met psychedelica deel. Mijn streven is om vaker te schrijven, maar ja... vaak dendert het leven (met drie kleine kids) dwars door mijn ambities heen. Voor nu is het wat het is. En af en toe komt er iets bij. Meestal in het Engels en soms ook in het Nederlands.
De mogelijkheid tot commentaar geven staat bewust uit onder de blogs zelf, maar toch vind ik het fijn om reacties te krijgen op wat ik schrijf. Deel gerust je feedback, je aanvullingen of je eigen ervaringen in een mailtje. Vind ik super leuk.
Ben je een lezer met een beginnende interesse in psychedelica, dan heb je misschien geen idee wat Bicycle Day inhoudt. Bij deze vertel ik je dan graag over een van de belangrijkste gebeurtenissen in de geschiedenis van de psychedelische wetenschap én subcultuur. Helemaal onderaan deel ik wat meer over mijn persoonlijke connectie met deze dag.
In my previous blog, I used the metaphor of scuba diving to illustrate why it’s important for psychedelic guides to have ample personal experience with psychedelics before they take others on a journey. In this essay, I will argue that it’s equally important for therapists working with psychedelics, to be familiar with the terrain of altered states of consciousness. Studying the map does not suffice: therapists should actually visit the territory that they want to send their patients to. Not only does this contribute to the safe set and setting that they’re creating for their patients, before and during their journey, but it will also make patients feel better understood upon returning from the mysterious depths of a psychedelic state of consciousness. Therapists who are reluctant to take the leap themselves, miss out on a great opportunity to authentically connect with their patients from a place of personal experience. Although theoretical training will probably be enough to safely guide patients through their trip, I hypothesize that, if they were to leave the shallows of theory and take the plunge into the rich and deep waters of personal experience, this could deeply enrich the therapeutic relationship with their patients and thereby, significantly improve the therapy outcome. I would love to see this hypothesis be put through the test in a clinical trial.
I love scuba diving. The dives I made in Indonesia, Colombia and the Galapagos are among my most memorable and cherished traveling moments. What makes diving so special is not just the visual experience of seeing spectacular underwater life – I vividly remember seeing manta rays, sharks, turtles, coral reefs… thousands of brightly colored fish – but there’s a very rich embodied experience to diving. The feeling of being under water, of breathing under water… of weightlessly floating in a vast space… To be able to briefly visit this beautiful underwater world and be totally immersed in it – while not having any control of what you may encounter there – is magical... thrilling. It’s an experience that you can read about all you want but that you will only truly understand in its full embodied glory after you put on that scuba gear, jump in the water and descend into the unknown.
After 15 years of service, I recently resigned from the board of the OPEN Foundation. In these words of goodbye, I’d like to share some personal reflections on the foundation’s (and to some extent, my own) journey into adulthood, as well as some of my hopes for the future.
